During a time of trial and suffering, the old adage (or some variation of) “it’s all part of God’s plan” is typically thrown around by Christians. “I’m so sorry to hear about your loss, but it’s all part of God’s plan.” This has never sat well with me. I understand the sentiment behind the saying – the speaker is trying to offer sincere comfort in the fact that there is a higher power – but something about it rubbed me the wrong way. To me, this implies that it was God’s plan for them to die and that He somehow […]
One of my goals for 2018 is to blog about my faith more consistently. I mean, it is half of my blog name after all and, ya know, basically what my life revolves around and stuff. However, this topic is one of the more challenging topics for me. It’s so controversial, I’m not super educated about the Bible, and there’s so much that is open to interpretation. I never want people to think that my way is the best/only way. We’re all living different lives and that’s the beauty of having a relationship with Jesus – it’s personal and we […]
I’m in a very different season of my life than I’ve ever been. I’m officially referring to it as The Spiritual Drought of 2017. I haven’t been a Christian for very long, and I would call this season my first real spiritual trial. It started when my daughter was born in January of 2016 – I was diagnosed with postpartum depression and things haven’t been the same since.
Like, I said, the Universe isn’t a thing, so why did I feel like there’s a force out there that wants me to fail?
And then it dawned on me in the middle of the day as I sat in the glider in Clementine’s nursery. I feel like there’s a force out there that wants me to fail because there is.
I wanna share one of the most horrific and saddening nights Derek and I have had since becoming parents…